The Absence of a Blog

I am posting this in place of my actual blog for tonight. I needed to write something and it is best not to be shared with anyone. I know it is one of our requirements to blog publicly every 7 days, but it was important for me to write those things out for myself, and I think that that follows the spirit of the requirement: that I write a record of my journey for myself. 

I post this to fulfil the public part.

Current Total

Push-ups

10769

Sit-Ups

9906

AOK

269

Km

779

Blogs

13

Sparring

28

Hand Form

129

Weapon Form

169

Repair Relationship

0

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